The End in Sight

Tomorrow my hubby comes home! I don't think I realized how different my life would actually be after I got married. And I mean that in a very good way. Today I got off a couple hours early from work and went with my team to the Fresno State Bulldog's tailgate party. Being in that atmosphere brought back a lot of college memories (only without all the alcohol and profanities, seriously what is wrong with the world?). As I was walking back to my car after everyone else had gone their separate ways I realized how out of sorts I felt. I began thinking about how before I was married if I were walking through a crowd I would be looking around trying to catch the eye of a cute guy never knowing and always hoping that I'd randomly meet someone. Today all I wanted was my man walking with me hand in hand. I realized that that is the only way I won't feel a little out of place in a crowd like that now. Then I began to think about how comfortable and reassuring it is to have JR around. Not to get too cheesy on you but I can honestly say that I feel more complete with him in my life. It's not been a lot of fun having him away but it has made me appreciate the relationship we have a little more. It's going to be good to have him back.